I want to be super honest with You in all of my posts. I started to write the following post 2 months ago, but I didn’t post it until now. Of course the first reason is that I have a 3 months old baby – I think that pretty much sums it all up – on one hand – and I don’t have to explain myself why I didn’t share this post sooner; but on the other hand, it’s not the true reason why. I feel like who am I to write about myself, there are so many great blogs out there, and nobody would read what I’m about to share. However I love to write so much – but please bear with me, my English is not the best, but at least I try. When I look straight to my baby’s eyes there is no judgement there. She smiles at me a lot with no apparent reason. I always felt like I have to earn someone’s love. My husband helps with this a lot(!!!!!!!), but that absolute acceptance from my baby is so overwhelming that I often, very often just hold her hands and cry and cry and I thank her that she choosed me as her mother. I feel so honored. I don’t want to hide anymore just because in my past so many people judged me or criticized me. I would love to see this look in her eyes in 20 years from now when she’ll look at me.It would be the biggest reward and success for me if she would be proud to say that I am her mother and I was aways be there for her no matter what.
And so I will share with you my first blog post (which will follow many more):
The ultimate relief – taking the first relaxing bath after giving birth
Oh my God! You have no idea how much I LOVE taking baths.If I could live in a bathtub I totally would. Continue reading The ultimate relief – taking the first relaxing bath after giving birth